For the last three years I've been on my own awakening/healing trauma journey.
It's been quite a ride to say the least. It's been beautiful, lonely, exhilarating, terrifying, blissful and traumatizing all at the same time. I almost lost my marriage, my career and my close friends in the span of 2 1/2 years. I had to literally disconnect from life in general as I knew it, to reconnect to WHO I was and am at the core, at my soul level.
I completely own the role I played in learning my lessons and causing my trauma. I completely understand that certain events unfolded FOR me, not TO me so I could learn. and for that I'm eternally grateful......
NOW I can say that......ha! I am on the other side!!!
I wasn't grateful until this past summer when I started to see cracks and crevices of truth. I started to see things for how they REALLY were not how I perceived them to be or how I was led to believe they were. I was not well, I was not ok, and I knew it. I knew I had to do something radically different. I came to the realization that healing my trauma was a choice and it was something I knew that I needed to do, WANTED to do, so I chose to do the deep healing work--looking at the parts of me that are hard to look at. And WOW, did it pay off!
I had to look at ALL the disowned parts of me that I had NO idea were there. (These parts show up as a mirror in others so that we can see ourselves). As crazy as that sounds--it's true. Trauma can be a huge part of Karma as well. It can be a part of your life lesson--it sure was for me!
My healing is all in thanks to Theta Healing. (Theta is the release of programmed belief systems). It's also what led me to become a Theta Healer! I want people to be able to heal from their trauma just as I was. Theta Healing has FREED me from the chains of people, situations, events and belief systems that no longer serve me for my highest good.
I'm BEYOND grateful for all that I've learned and for the people that were my mirrors. I'm beyond grateful for seeing truth of who I am at the core as well as being able to discern truth in others.
The point in all of this is not to gain sympathy. I share this to offer to anyone suffering from trauma that YOU TOO can be healed. It's truly a choice. YOU get to choose what you want to do in your healing journey.
I took this pic last summer of this amazing cloud formation and was moved beyond words. I truly felt that it presented itself JUST to me showing me that I AM the phoenix from the ashes rising....you can be TOO!
If you have any questions or just need support or even a Theta session, I'm here for you!
Sending you SOOOO much love!